Tatvamasi
Reflection

Tatvamasi

John Mortola
2025-09-19

Twice a month I sit with a group of gifted people and share our time talking about what's happening in our lives. What seems to be in our way at the moment; then we do a bit of work to remove or soften the blocks, then we dance, then we write.

The topic last week was "how would I describe the essence of my authentic self". Here's what came out.

What would it be like to be me, he wondered. Do I have to know who I am to be myself? How do I just be me?

I've spent so many years being the person I'm supposed to be when I'm with them...or you. Doing, saying what I think you want see or hear. Is that who I am? What happens when you're gone?

Is that person who appears when I'm alone the Real Me, or is it the reaction to being unrestrained for the moment?

How do I ever know which me is real and which is pretense?

Perhaps I'm all those me's....and more. The me who feels the peach of a tree in the forest, who heals the pain of a friend, who shares the joy of a passing moment without concern for what "they" will think.

The me that feels unbounded behind closed eyes.

I am that.

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